What's keeping me busy these days? Well, I have been working towards my goal and this step demanded much time from me. I am happy that I'm doing it. It has been going on for months together and there were times when I just wanted to shut off everything and just do nothing. I used to take break, console myself and then come back. There were times when I just wanted to quit. But I persisted, well, not exactly me but something in me. It was saying that this might be the way to be happy, a way to change the dull life I've been living, a chance to be different. It said at least a try would be worthy so as not to regret it in future. I persisted and here I am. In a few days, I'll be done with phase-1 of my dream. And I am sure that I'll be getting what I want. I know that, for sure! I don't care how things turn out as I expected, but I know they will. I'm not concerned about the 'how'. Law of attraction blended with work!
There are people out there who want to be different and want to go for their dreams. One of my friend is! But indulging in self-doubt and confusion is her archenemy. I read it in Dale Carnegie's 'How to stop worrying...' that after a point, there should not be any thinking because it begets other doubts, Just what happened to her. I'm not saying I'm better as she had better grades than me,when she was in college. What I'm saying is that her grades helped her before and her courage is failing her now. After a few years, she will not be probably able to muster up enough confidence to try, even if she decides what to do. What a pity to know, at the age of 60, that every month, all life, they have been waiting and counting on the security that is provided by their paycheck. What a pity to know after wasting 10 years of life, that we are just one in the flock and are easily replaceable!
I'd rather do whatever I want to and have loads of beautiful memories at the age of 60 rather than having a 'big' everything but no life and memories to cherish.
There are people out there who want to be different and want to go for their dreams. One of my friend is! But indulging in self-doubt and confusion is her archenemy. I read it in Dale Carnegie's 'How to stop worrying...' that after a point, there should not be any thinking because it begets other doubts, Just what happened to her. I'm not saying I'm better as she had better grades than me,when she was in college. What I'm saying is that her grades helped her before and her courage is failing her now. After a few years, she will not be probably able to muster up enough confidence to try, even if she decides what to do. What a pity to know, at the age of 60, that every month, all life, they have been waiting and counting on the security that is provided by their paycheck. What a pity to know after wasting 10 years of life, that we are just one in the flock and are easily replaceable!
I'd rather do whatever I want to and have loads of beautiful memories at the age of 60 rather than having a 'big' everything but no life and memories to cherish.
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